| a summer sunset revisited.
i've found my infinite abyss.
"watch them laugh as we shovel the ashes of the twin towers."
if it was up to me i'd never miss you.
maybe i'm amazed....of the way you love me all the time.
forever a moment too late.
melancholy....no more.
today i've come to a realization............i'm terrified of eternity.
i also discovered, i'm incredibly unsure of everything, i always second guess and assume.
maybe i'm amazed........of the way i really need you.
maybe i'm scared.
if you're prepared, here's what i prepose we do.
(a night of conversing, just you and i. recollection. it will be our focus group.)
(if i seem unclear or a bit confused, don't worry.)
this is not my cold calculation.
i don't want to be the famed destroyer, i want to do what we set out to do.
do i make you scared too?
for every story, this is ours.
"it was just an idle thought"
"so carry me around like a picture in your purse, pull me out when things are at their worst."
this is life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. this is my life.
some things in this life you can't see until it gets too late.
some things you don't need until they leave you.
everyone hits this moment in time, some sooner than others. some will never reach this spot.
it will happen more then once. it will shock and surprise you. it will make you happy.
i am happy.
i know i have the trust and belief, but these broken arms won't hold you down.
i wanted to go with you, to be your faithful guide.
to be the raging water
to mend your crying eyes.
"i am not scared of dark, dark clouds."
(xo.) | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | simon and garfunkel - the only living boy in new york | | Time: | 01:27 am |
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| | invitation for nothing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | modest mouse - the good times are killing me | | Time: | 12:19 am |
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| "And so, in my State of the - my State of the Union - or state - my speech to the nation, whatever you want to call it, speech to the nation - I asked Americans to give 4,000 years - 4,000 hours over the next - the rest of your life - of service to America."
-President George W. Bush, eloquently making the case for his community-service intiative. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | my bloody valentine - blown a wish | | Time: | 09:21 pm |
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| i've given it all i have,
to bad it wasn't enough. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so, here we lie in your bed.
completely motionless,
lets forget anything i ever said.
your trying to hard to save yourself. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | i'm still unclear about the things you might have said. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | coheed and cambria - backend of forever | | Time: | 12:18 am |
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| | i felt much better than this, before. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | ryan adams - so alive | | Time: | 07:19 am |
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| | the last piece of my childhood died this morning. | | comments: 14 comments or Leave a comment |
| the cold winter morning,
pulls me further from my home. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i will leave you now...
i know you don't care right now, but soon enough you will think of me, and remeber how i used to be.
the quiet one, who could never stand up for himself.
well now i am fighting back, and saying fuck you!
you think you can push me around and tell me what to do, i don't think so and neither should you.
the small and weak are the ones that come back to haunt your dreams and kill your children. watch out for me. when you are in a dark alley, i will be there watching you, and i will be stalking you as my prey.
once i catch you, there is no breaking free, you will be with me forever, i will never let you be.
if you try to run, there will be no place to hide, every second of every day i will know where you are and i will watch your actions.
as you plan to take your own life, it will be too late, because i've already taken it from you. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | matchbox twenty - bright lights | | Time: | 12:16 am |
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| pour your heart into something,
and come out of it with nothing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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